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Journal Entry: Mon Mar 24, 2008, 8:46 PM
I want to tell someone that I love them, and i'm not sure in what way.

I want to tell someone that I think they're stronger than any steel girder could be, and I wish they'd realize it.

I want to tell someone that i'm happy for them.

I want to tell someone that they've been the best friend life can offer.

I want to tell my brother to follow his heart and not what my dad wants for him.

I want to tell all my friends that growing up is terrifying, but only if you let it get that way.

I want to tell my mom that I miss her, and that growing up is scaring me.

I want to tell my dad that i'm sorry I can't be what he wanted me to become, and that i'm not going to try to be that anymore because it's not who i've become.

I want to tell my step family to stop treating me like I killed someone in their family.

I want to tell my grandma that i'll be lost without the tiny fear of God she's put in me when she's gone.

I want to tell my coworkers to remain young at heart.

I want to tell my bosses that they can't do their jobs but I appreciate the effort.

I want to tell my psychiatrist that i'm not as weak willed as he thinks I am.

I want to tell that waitress that she's beautiful and that I hope she stays that way.

I want to tell a complete stranger to smile because they look like they could use it.

I want to tell a complete stranger to shut the fuck up because the people around them look like they could use it.

I want to tell everyone that they should always say the things that go through their heads for the sake of those who can't bring ourselves to do the same.

Maybe we could have peace on Earth if people would stop bottling shit up.

What do you need to say?



  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Cold War Kids
  • Reading: Harry Potter.
  • Eating: Too little.
  • Drinking: Water.

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I'm sick of people being afraid to open up to someone, especially if it is their significant other.

I'm sick of people hiding behind other's backs and expecting their friends to back them up, defend them, and help them in their time of need when they're old enough to step up to the plate and deal with what's coming to them.

I'm sick of people doing things that are BAD for them. I'm sick of telling how bad it is for them, and waiting years for some sort of result, and they feel the ends justify the means. I hope they get cancer.

I'm sick of him saying the wrong things to me. I'm his girlfriend, you aren't supposed to SAY something like that to me. If you do, you're bound to hear me yelling at you or me upset, do you want that? No, and neither do I. So grow a fucking filter and think before you speak.

I'm sick of people thinking that just because they HAVE a significant other, that's it okay to side with them and demote me as a best friend to just someone you talk to occasionally. What happened to me, huh? What happened to your dedication? What happened to your fucking loyalty? I hope things go shit for you, because you need to fucking learn a lesson, even after having it SPELLED OUT FOR YOU.

I'm sick of people being so conceited and arrogant that they think they're always right. So if they're mad, there's no other argument. Only theirs. Only I am supposed to apologize, because I apparently started the disagreement. Only I am supposed to grovel at your feet for your sympathy and your forgiveness. And I have to do this because we share the same fucking best friends.


Hm, I could probably say a lot more, but I'm good for now.
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Well put. Though I think you should let your friends sort their own stuff out and if they think you should be siding with someone or apologizing, stand back and tell them it's not your fight. Works well for me. :nod:

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Most of this shit I've experienced.

M can't talk to me face to face if there's an actual problem. She'll sit behind her boyfriend and talk to him first, and THEN maybe talk to me on the phone or online. I want to crush her at times.

J replaced me for his girlfriend, when I've always been there for him. He treats me shitty at times and I don't even know why I fucking tolerate him anymore. I think it's because I miss what I used to have with him.

R is SO conceited, it's getting sickening. It used to be cute, but now it's just, someone needs to knock you the fuck off your high horse.


Grr. :|
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I sometimes want to ask complete strangers if they're okay.. I worry that it might be what they need, one of those moments where it could all go either way. But I can never do it :(

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:( I know that feeling.

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I think you should just say these things before you start regretting hardcore with serious "should have"s ;)

I do have a very "fuck this, go fly a kite" mentality though. And I hardly regret anything I do.

Just do it!!!

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